22.12.2019
had to hide 3G again, parents are coming for holidays. Redecorated the room, looks so empty, feels so lonely. feel sad and depressed that I did not even finished all figures until now. Just 4 unfinished! Can’t relax my head. it feels more and more stupid and senceless to have started this. its making me endlessly sad to have spent a year of my life for someone who won’t see it. Yet, can’t give up so close to the end. left door open to the attic where 3G is sitting in a corner like a kid that had been grounded.